words of affirmation

I'm embarrassed that I've flip-flopped on my blogging efforts over the years; however, It's been fun to journal in ways that felt right at the time. I'm always changing and my various blogs have been a pretty good representation of who I am during particular moments of life.

the other day I received a message from an old friend. someone I haven't really conversed with in years... probably at least 7 years. This woman is someone I've always admired because she is her own person. She sought me out, shared some meaningful words and memories of moments we've experienced together and made me feel important. Her genuine words have been stirring within me ever since I saw the little red notification box.

You see, I need words from people to understand that things are all right. When there is a lack of affirming words, I assume that negative thoughts are taking place. I'm not sure if this is something I need to work on or if this is how I receive kindness, understanding and love. with all of that in mind, I need to be a lot more affirming to myself.

how can I possibly affirm others and help them rise to their fullest if I squash myself from the moment my alarm sounds to the moment I lay in bed with nothing but the glow of instagram in my bedroom.

THIRD TIME IS THE CHARM

Flakey, coward, quick-to-jump-ship, unable to follow-through. 

No. How about changing? Adapting?

Just as I go through phases and changes, so can my digital interpretation.

I've felt the need to journal more and stop trying to get followers, or "likes." I want my blog to be  my journal. A journal of gratitude. Positivity. Goal-setting. Visions. A place for me. If anyone does read or feel the need to comment, go ahead. I'm glad you're here.